Candy Part I

Candy Book I Part I

I keep messing things up. I guess this just proves that the problem is me. I was just talking to you. And up until now, I think that you are perfect for me. But I cannot help but think the things that I am thinking.

I am such an insecure bitch when it comes to these kinds of situations. I'm sorry but I cannot help it.

Your parting words got me thinking: Pinamumukha mo sa akin na ikaw lang ang nagmamahal. Did we reach that stage? I simply don't know. And from what had happened, I think I just messed up everything between us. I think I destroyed the one thing that keeps my happy these past few days -- YOU.

And I simply hate myself.