Friday, May 25, 2007

Do You Know Me?

Do You Know Me?

Got this from Gino. [pahingi ha? :)]

COPY PASTE in your reply :)

Are you a lover, a best friend. a great friend, a friend, or someone who barely knows me? Try this.

NO CHEATING! NO scrolling down and reading the answers!

(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name:
(4 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) Where do I work:
(4 Points) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke :
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(3 Points) Do you think I'm a virgin:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(3 Points) How many:
(3 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(4 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) Whats my phone number:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been dating/liking them:
(6 Points) How tall am I:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:

96-100 Points; Lover
86-95 Points; Best Friend
80-85 Points; Great Friend
70-79 Points; Friend.
40-69 Points; You should hang out with me more! Ask me when.
20-39 Points; Either you're a crappy friend, or you're a new friend!
00-19 Points; You don't know me.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

The Hurt I'd Go Through

The Hurt I'd Go Through

The Hurt I'd Go Through
Beautiful Days

A moment in time
Belonged to our chemistry
In a world so far away form here
Created by dreams

You made my earth move
Brought sunshine through your smile
Tell me what am I to do
You never warned me ’bout
All the hurt I’d go through
For you

Listen, can you still
Hear the love we made
Softly, gently
To the music we played
As you showed me the way

[Repeat Chorus]

And now I’m all alone
Abandoned by the only dream
I’d never ever really known
Hoo hoo I’m slowly breaking down
Our world, our home

Burned by reality
Warmed turned stone cold
As darkness appears
And life’s taken from me

[Repeat Chorus]


This song was written by Keith Martin and Aliya Parcs for Kyla's fifth studio album, Beautiful Days. Kyla's soulful voice adds more drama to its hurting lyrics.

Click here to download the song.

To Be A Kid Again

To Be A Kid Again

I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult.

I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of a five-year-old again.

I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant.

I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples in a pond with rocks.

I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them.

I want to lie under a big oak tree and watch the ants march up its trunk.

I want to run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer day.

I want to think a quarter is worth more than a dollar bill cause its prettier and weighs more.

I want to go fishing and care more about catching the minnows along the shore than the big bass in the lake.

I want to return to a time when life was simple.

When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables and nursery rhymes.

When I didn't know what I know now.

When all I knew was to be happy,

because I was blissfully unaware of all the things that should make me worried.

I want to think the world is fair.

I want to think that everyone is honest and good.

I want to believe that anything is possible.

I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again.

I want to live simple again.

I don't want my day to consist of computer crashes, mountains of paperwork,

depressing news, how to survive more days in the month than there is money in the bank, doctor bills,

gossip, illness, and the loss of loved ones.

I want to believe in the power of smiles, hugs, a kind word, truth, dreams, the imagination,

Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, a kiss that makes a boo boo go away,

making angels in the snow and that my dad, mom and God are the strongest people in the world.

So ... here's my checkbook and my car keys, my credit cards and the insurance premiums,

my job, my house and the payments too, my e-mail address, pager, cell phone, computer and watch.

I am officially resigning from adulthood.

And if you want to discuss this with me further,

you'll have to catch me first, because…

TAG, you're it!

A very cute poem courtesy of my co-monitor and friend, Jenny. I am retiring from adulthood and all its responsibilities. Resign ka na rin?

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Election Day

Election Day

I'm writing this blog entry at Studio 3 at GMA. Election lang pala ang sagot sa mga blocked sites sa GMA.

Unblocked lahat ng blocked sites kaya nagkukumahog akong magpost ng mga pictures at sounds. hahaha

Goodluck sa elections. Remembers, vote wisely.

Friday, May 11, 2007



Above of the many things I am feeling, I feel like I am such a useless piece of crap.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

100 Things About Me

100 Things About Me

Bored at work. So I decided to post this. Gino, your turn. hehehe

001. Real name: Cesar William Rodriguez Tubice
002. Nickname: Chicco
003. Single or available: Single
004. Zodiac sign: Pisces
005. Male or female: Male
006. Elementary: Mt. Sac Learning Center
007. College: Letran College
008. High: Aquinas School
009. Eye color: Black
010. Hair color: Ash Brown
011. Long or short hair: Short
012. Shoe size: 8
013. Asthma? No
014. Are you health freak: Slight
015. Height: 5'8
016. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
017. Do you like yourself: Yes
018. Piercings: No
019. Tattoos: No
020. Righty or lefty: Righty


022. First surgery: Considered ba ang circumcision?
023. First piercing: None yet.
024. First best friend: Kate de Leon
025. First award: First Honor.
026. First sport you joined: Hmm. Volleyball.
027. First pet: Hamsters
028. First vacation: Baguio
029. First concert: Freestyle
030. First crush: cant remember na


049. Eating: Butter Cream Crackers
050. Drinking: Water
052. I'm about to: I am working.
053. Listening to: Tori Amos' new album.
055. Waiting for: work to be done.
057. Wearing: brown shirt, 501 pants, chuck taylors and jacket.

058. Want kids? hmm
059. Want to get married? hmm..
060. Careers in mind? I just want to be SOMEONE.


068. Lips or eyes? Eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: Both.
070. Shorter or taller: Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous? Spontaneously Romantic
073. Stomach or arms: Arms.
074. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship


078. Kissed a stranger: NAMAN. hahaha
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Yep.
081. Ran away from home: not yet
082. Broken any bones: thank God, NO!
084. Broken someone's heart: Yup
085. Been arrested: Not Yet
086. Turned someone down: Yes.
087. Cried when someone died: Yup
088. Liked a friend: Yeah.


089. Yourself: Yup.
090. Miracles: Yes.
091. Love at first sight: Yes
092. Heaven: Yes.
093. Santa claus: Yes
094. Fairies: Sometimes.
095. Kissing on the first date: Yes.
096. Angels: Yes.

097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? YUP YUP
098. Is Superman really better than Batman? no idea.
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time? secret. haha
100. Do you believe in God? Absolutely

A Smile To Remember

A Smile To Remember
Charles Bukowski

We had goldfish and they circled around and around
in the bowl on the table near the heavy drapes
covering the picture window and
my mother, always smiling, wanting us all
to be happy, told me, "be happy Henry!"
and she was right: it's better to be happy if you can
but my father continued to beat her and me several times a week while
raging inside his 6-foot-two frame because he couldn't
understand what was attacking him from within.

My mother, poor fish,
wanting to be happy, beaten two or three times a
week, telling me to be happy: "Henry, smile!
why don't you ever smile?"

and then she would smile, to show me how, and it was the
saddest smile I ever saw

one day the goldfish died, all five of them,
they floated on the water, on their sides, their
eyes still open,
and when my father got home he threw them to the cat
there on the kitchen floor and we watched as my mother

** This poem reminded me of my Mom. My Mom who has always thought us to look at the bright side of every shit.

Happy Mother's Day. Give your Mom a hug for me. :)

Tuesday, May 08, 2007


Can someone tell me what's with 'actually'? Does it make you sound more 'sosyal' if you say actually more often?
I was watching an interview at Magandang Umaga Pilipinas (I'm at work!!) and there's this guy who used 'actually' for about 7 times in his interview. How many sentences did he say? About 10.
So what's with 'actually'? I think this is the most abused word in the Philippines, especcially sa mga artista. What do you think?

Monday, May 07, 2007


by Billy Collins

You know the parlor trick.
wrap your arms around your own body
and from the back it looks like
someone is embracing you
her hands grasping your shirt
her fingernails teasing your neck
from the front it is another story
you never looked so alone
your crossed elbows and screwy grin
you could be waiting for a tailor
to fit you with a straight jacket
one that would hold you really tight.


Sunday, May 06, 2007

Multiply Test

Multiply Test

I am back at GMA for two weeks. Can you believe I have to freaking wake up at freaking 3AM just to go to my freaking shift? I cannot.

What bums me more, Multiply is blocked at our computer. So we have to use proxy sites to view the forbidden sites (including Friendster, G4M etc.) I've been busy saving pictures from Edmar's site so I could upload them in my Multiply site just to find out that you cannot upload pictures using a proxy site. You cannot even post a blog entry using the site.

So I am testing if this will be cross posted at my Multiply. This has got to work. Or else I'll go crazy.

Friday, May 04, 2007

Home On A Friday Night

Home On A Friday Night

That's me tonight -- home on a Friday night. Can you believe it? I cannot. And to think that this is my last weekend without GMA work.

Yes, I will be a Kapuso again starting on Monday but for two weeks only. I am still thinking, like a million times, if I should go back. I still have a lot of things to consider before going back permanently.

So what am I doing on a Friday night at home? Blogging, chatting, downloading music and waiting for a text from my friends to invite me out. I am still hoping that there is a chance to go out.

The night is still young. As young as I am. I should be out there shaking my booty!